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Jul. 8th, 2008 @ 02:39 pm

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tired

So yesterday, I officially got hired to teach at VLT in the Fall. Oh, I'm sorry...I mean Venice Theatre...so now it's VT? LOL...at least it's not VD....that would be bad! Hahahaha x) Anyways, I'll be teaching two classes: one for grades 3 through 5 and another for pre-k. Theatre classes!!! The pre-k class is going to be song and dance, and the other one is going to be strictly acting. I absolutely CAN NOT wait!!! I told them that I would love to just teach full-time there, lol. But alas, mama has to get a full-time job with benefits :( Oh well.

Maybe I could even teach some dance classes there in the future! That'd be sweet :)

Speaking of full-time jobs, I'm writing up my cover letters today and am planning on hitting up the schools tomorrow. Maybe I'll call first to make sure the principals are there. Instead of wasting gas driving all over the county when they might not even be there.

I'm so glad I have my middle grades integrated test. But it might mean that I get stuck teaching science or math my first year. Ouch. I hope not. But hey, a job is a job. Just get me in the first year!!

I'm also making a teaching portfolio with sample curriculum as well. I figure I'll make copies of it to give to each principal along with my cover letter and resume. Or maybe I should just bring it with me for the interview....that might be better.

Anyways, that's enough jabber for now! Hope everyone is having a great day!!

Jul. 5th, 2008 @ 03:28 pm

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excited

Happy Birthday Caitlin!!! LOVE YOU!

Jul. 3rd, 2008 @ 11:45 am

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lonely

Took Mike to the airport this morning. He's going to CT to see his mom for the 4th. I know it sounds so weird, but the house is just empty without him. As Karly would say, I miss his energy. It's gonna suck being alone until Saturday.

I just need to occupy myself and not think about it. Too bad it's a feeling of imbalance that is constantly there...

Jun. 25th, 2008 @ 10:47 pm Mushy Gushy

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loved

We just finished watching Moulin Rouge, because Mike had never seen it. And I just realized how much I LOVE that movie. It always makes me cry, and it always makes me feel so wonderful. And now that I have Mike in my world, I am seeing it in a new and different light. I didn't think this movie could possibly be greater, but with my new perspective, it most definitely is. I realize how lucky I am to have him with me right now. And for always.

Gosh I just love that movie :)

Jun. 24th, 2008 @ 01:05 am

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amused

Happy Birthday Tahlia :) So glad I got to see you tonight!!

As well as all you other lovelies. It was fun :)

Pick-up line of the night: "Will you lick my tile?" hehehehe courtesy of my wonderful husband :p

Jun. 20th, 2008 @ 11:02 pm Gimmie Gimmie

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contemplative

A simple choice, nothing more
This or that, either or
Mary well, social whirl, business man, clever girl
Or pin my future to a green glass love
What kind of life am I dreaming of?

I say Gimme, Gimme... Gimme, Gimme...
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I Want it
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I Need It
Highs and Lows, Tears and Laughter,
Gimme Happy Ever After
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love

Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I Crave It
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I'll Brave It.
Thick 'N Thin, Rich or Poor Time
Gimme Years, and I'll Want More Time
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love

Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I'm Free Now!
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love
I See Now!
Fly, Dove! Sing, Sparrow!
Gimme Cupid's Famous Arrow
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love

I Don't Care if He's a Nobody
In My Heart He'll Be a Somebody
Somebody to Love Me!

I Need It.
Gimme That Thing Called Love
I Want It!
Here I am, St. Valentine!
My Bags are Packed, I'm First in Line
Aphrodite, Don't Forget Me,
Romeo and Juliet Me!
Fly, Dove! Sing, Sparrow!
Gimme Fat Boy's Famous Arrow!
Gimme, Gimme That Thing Called Love!

Jun. 19th, 2008 @ 11:18 am

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bored

It looks like NYC outside.

Jun. 16th, 2008 @ 04:19 pm Sorry if this offends...

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apathetic

I have to admit that I was pretty let down by the parts of the Tony awards that I saw last night (fathers day can blow me). I guess Whoopi was funny...but her jokes are kind of old. Sometimes she just looked stupid.

And rap on broadway? What happened to the wonderful arrangements and the full orchestras? I am grieving for the great talent that seems to be missing. If I want to see rap, I'll go to a concert. Not Broadway. It seems to me that they just don't make musicals the way they used to. I understand that times are changing and blah blah, but really? If this is the direction that the world is going in, can I get off early?

Jun. 15th, 2008 @ 03:58 am

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I HOPE THAT WAS A NUMBER EXCHANGE KARLY!!!!!! :D

Jun. 14th, 2008 @ 03:28 am

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i wish i could sleep

Jun. 13th, 2008 @ 05:10 pm

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content

I love summer rains :)

Jun. 7th, 2008 @ 11:35 am

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Thank you everyone for the birthday wises! It really made me feel loved :)

My surprise gift was an ipod touch!!! I really really needed it, considering I was still using my first gen ipod which hardly held charge anymore :) hehehe yay!

Although I enjoy Rocky thoroughly, I am not looking forward to our photo call today on top of a double. I have to leave my house at 4 at the latest. OMG I think I am going to die from exhaustion. What were they thinking?

May. 25th, 2008 @ 10:14 pm realization

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crushed

I consistently set myself up for disappointment.

May. 21st, 2008 @ 08:13 am

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excited

So you know that test I thought I totally bombed? (The middle grades integrated curriculum test) I TOTALLY PASSED IT!!!!!

.....now if only there were teaching jobs available.

Ah well. My new addictions are World Of Warcraft and clove cigarettes. I know I shouldn't smoke because of my asthma, but I've been so stressed lately that it kind of makes me feel better. Stupid, I know. But I like it.

Man, I feel so much better now. Rocky opens this weekend, and you ALL must come see it! It's so raunchy and awesome!!! I go home horny as hell every night :) More so than usual ;) Crystal, this is a show u most def. would like (hint hint, I can get you free ticks).

Leaving soon to try on my bridesmaid dress for Lizzy's wedding. I am kinda stocked about it! I just wish I wasn't all bloated up like a balloon cuz my period is gonna start. Ah well.

HORAAY FOR ME BEING SMART!!! :D

May. 18th, 2008 @ 02:06 am

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crushed

This has been a really bad month for me emotionally. There's a lot of things that have been going on and have just been trying on my mind.

We had to put my cat down yesterday morning. He'd been pooping all over the place for the past week and grandpa took him to the vet 3 days ago. The vet found a lump in his stomach. He said he wanted to keep him to try and get him better for 2 days. He didn't get better. He got worse. The treatment didn't do anything, and he was in a lot of pain. So gram decided to put him down....so he isn't suffering. He said it was some kind of genetic vulnerability that shows up sometimes? That's the last animal from my childhood right there. And it's kind of been a ripple effect since then...it was as if that one singe thing just made me collapse. The last jenga block to be pulled before the tower falls. And that's where I feel I'm at right now. I broke down at the theatre, of all places. If there was a place I would choose NOT to break down at, it would be right there. I don't cry in front of people very well. Unless it's on stage for a show. I get very uncomfortable showing that emotion because it makes me feel so vulnerable...and it's stupid. Breaking down in front of people is stupid. I try and only do it at home, alone, with all the lights turned out.

I'm aware that I have friends who are always supportive and who I can always run to when ever I need anything. But I know there will be a day when they get fed up with me being all emotional and crappy, that they will give up, stop calling me, and I'll ultimately be left to deal with it myself anyways.

Anyways, here's my Kitty. His name was Scotty, but we all called him Kitty. When he was first born, I still had the dog I grew up with (franze, after the composer), and when he passed two months later, we got Kitty from the lady next door to Carty Academy (Cheryl Johnson). She used to keep all the kittens in her little dance shop, and I fell in love with him. The first time he opened his eyes, I was there. i was the first human being he ever saw. He got me through the mess of my best friend (the dog) dying and was such a wonderful companion to my gram as well as myself. He loved to eat cantalope, cheez-its, and chicken. And he only let me rub his belly. I can't believe that he's gone...

Kitty

May. 6th, 2008 @ 10:57 am

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annoyed

Why am I so stupid?

May. 1st, 2008 @ 12:45 pm Stolen from Ipek!

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contemplative

My Personality


Neuroticism	87
Extraversion	34
Openness to Experience	88
Agreeableness	44
Conscientiousness	33

You are generally calm, although some situations can make you feel anxious or tense, however you tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you generally see others as selfish, devious, and sometimes potentially dangerous. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work.

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hmmm....quite right....except I dont see EVERYONE as being selfish etc....but sometimes it takes me a while to trust new people.

Apr. 9th, 2008 @ 11:16 am yaaaaayyyyy!!

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excited

Just got back from the docs not too long ago and I found out that my ankle isn't broken! I have to wear the boot for the next 10 days, and then I'll be done! He's putting me through some rehab to get the flexibility back, and that starts Monday.

So yeah! I get to do Rocky Horror!!!! Oh holy hell, I get to be sexxxy again!!! :) And we all know how much I enjoy that :p

Why am I still awake?! I should be sleeping....

Apr. 5th, 2008 @ 09:03 am Asshat

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drunk

wow. I drank A LOT last night. But I had loads of fun!!! I like parties where there is just a small group of people who are just chilling and having fun.

But I did make one mistake last night that I kind of feel really bad about now. I asked this one guy in the cast if he has Aspergers. It was totally uncalled for, and I didn't really mean anything by it, but he got really upset and stormed out of the party. I tend to lose all my filters when I'm drunk like that...but I am definitely pulling him aside today and talking to him to apologize.

Anyways, leaving for Orlando soon :) Going with Shawn and his beau to the mall!! Mike was supposed to go, but he's not feeling good at all. Kind of a bummer...

Apr. 3rd, 2008 @ 02:58 am Totally Fucked

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crushed
The voices in my head are singing: Spring Awakening

There’s a moment you know…you’re fucked –
Not an inch more room to self-destruct
No more move – oh yeah, the dead-end zone
Man, you just can’t call your soul your own

But the thing that makes you really jump
Is that the weirdest shit is still to come
You can ask yourself: “Hey, what have I done?”
You’re just a fly – the little guys, they kill for fun

Man, you’re fucked if you just freeze up
Can’t do that thing – that keeping still

But, you’re fucked if you speak your mind

And you know – uh huh – you will

Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

Disappear – yeah, well, you wanna try
Wanna bundle up into some big ass lie
Long enough for them to all just quit
Long enough for you to get out of it

Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

Yeah, you’re fucked all right – and all for spite
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked – will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try

Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah

Totally fucked!

(More proof that my life can always be described in a song from a musical)

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